I met a wonderful girl in beginning of 2002 in San Francisco on a trip from my home in Los Angeles. It felt really natural being around her. She is highly
educated and graduated from the one of the best law schools in the country. She
is very personable, a flirt, has high standards, good moral value, educated,
mature, decisive, over-analyzing, and very courageously bold. Not to brag but
the same goes for me. We both respect our Middle Eastern culture but grew up in
a somewhat secular lifestyle.
We hit it off great but I had to leave after a few days. She wrote and we
started the socialization process. We spent hours on the phone every night and
spoke about everything and shared the same passions for nearly everything in
life.
Man, I thought to myself I am not going mess this prospect up. I never had met a
girl like her before. I fell in love with her almost instantly.
Three months into our process of getting to know each other and opening the way
for a prospective relationship, things went sour. It happened when I asked if
she wanted to me to visit her. All of a sudden she disappeared for two weeks, no
phone calls and no emails.
All of a sudden she reemerged and started dropping subtle hints about her
disinterest in me. About six months after I met her, I wrote a very personal
email to her to which I received a phone call from her. She says her intuition
told her I was not the guy for her. She said that during those two weeks she
realized that there was no romantic spark with me.
I've asked a few friends about this situation. One said, "I am sure she will
decide to give your relationship a chance." Another friend said, "Don't let her
go if she means so much to you!"
What do I think? I think they are both right! My heart agrees and says go after
her. My intellect says it's her loss if she does not allow for a prospect. I
promised her that I would try to be the best friend she ever had. I care too
much about her to put her in a awkward situation of having to fend off my
advances.
I am going to concentrate on being her best friend without ulterior intentions.
She deserves the best and I am the best friend she can have and more if she
desires it. However, my feelings for her are not diminishing.
I am absolutely confused and don't know where to turn. Help!
Hello!
My brother, while I'm sorry you're going through this, I hope you really feel it
burn. I hope that this searing pain is going to be ingrained in you forever so
that you never forget this lesson: you must NEVER become a woman's friend unless
that is ALL you ever want with her. Period.
You've got yourself into a terrible situation because:
1) You're her friend; this means that you will NEVER be anything else to her.
2) She controls all the cards - not you.
3) This is a long-distance relationship. How often do I try to talk people out
of this?
4) About a thousand more reasons why that I won't bother to go into here.
The reason why you want to "...be the best friend she ever had..." is that
you're hoping to "work it from the inside". That is, you're hoping that by
"being there for her" and that she'll see what a great guy you are and fall in
love with you. This ONLY happens in movies - it isn't going to happen for you
here. This isn't realistic.
I understand that it's difficult to see what IS real, so I'm going to help you.
First, stop this madness right now! Because of the way you feel, you can never
be this "friend" to her. Not only will your emotional demands be far too great
on her, but she's always going to know you have these ulterior motives and will
constantly be guarding herself against them. That's the way it is.
Next, you've got to cease contact with her. Until you do this (either by your
own hand, or hers), you're never going to get over this. You've got to get
started on healing as soon as possible. Until you do, this is just going to
linger and you're going to continue to fade.
Here's something else you need to consider. I too live here in the Los Angeles
area. You've found someone that you believe is your "soul mate", who happens to
live in San Francisco. There are 34.5 million people that live in California;
9.6 million of which live in Los Angeles County. San Francisco County has 770
thousand people. Are you really convinced that you could never find anyone as
good (or even better) than this woman when there are over 12 times as many
people right in your own backyard?
Believe me, you don't have just one soul mate, in fact, you have thousands -
maybe even 10's of thousands or even 100's of thousands! You've focused all your
energy on a single person. While I understand why you've done this, don't delude
yourself into thinking that she is the only one. While you're pining away
waiting for her to call you, you're missing all the others that are passing you
by!
It sounds like your friends are solidly behind you here and you should lean on
them during this transition period. Let them help you get out there and work on
the healing. In addition, this would be a good time to pick up and read, "Being
a Man in a Woman's World" as it's going to give you new tools to help prevent
this from ever happening again.
Good luck, much love...
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